Thursday, 07 December 2006

• Hold Your Head High Heavy Heart

  I was in the car with my mom tonight driving to Brooksville when a song came on the radio.

  it was one i haven't heard in a long time.

  it was The Middle by Jimmy Eat World

  as i listened to the lyrics of this song, i felt like it was written for me.

  i've been having trouble lately trying to figure out where i belong in this world.

  i'm also struggling with caring about peoples opinions of me, and i'm trying to almost hide who i am so that they dont think badly of me.

  i've always felt to like i've never been good enough for anyone. wether it be with my family, friends or guys, it always seems like there's someone thats better than me, and that i'm just not good enough for them.

  but after listening to this song it made me realize i really dont need to care what people say or care if people judge me before they get to know me becuase thats their problem not mine.

  their opinions dont matter because i know i'm a good person, of course i make mistakes like everyone else but

  i try my best and thats all i can do.

  I just have to be myself and hope they accept me for me, flaws and all.

   

  Hey, don't write yourself off yet
  It's only in your head
  You feel left out or looked down on
  Just try your best, try everything you can
  And don't you worry what they tell themselves
  When you're away

  It just takes some time, little girl
  You're in the middle of the ride
  Everything, everything will be just fine
  Everything, everything will be all right, all right

  Hey, you know they're all the same
  You know you're doing better on your own
  So don't buy in, live right now
  Yeah, just be yourself
  It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else

  It just takes some time, little girl
  You're in the middle of the ride
  Everything, everything will be just fine
  Everything, everything will be all right, all right

  It just takes some time, little girl
  You're in the middle of the ride
  Everything, everything will be just fine
  Everything, everything will be all right, all right

  Hey, don't write yourself off yet
  It's only in your head
  You feel left out or looked down on
  Just do your best, do everything you can
  And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say

  It just takes some time, little girl
  You're in the middle of the ride
  Everything, everything will be just fine
  Everything, everything will be all right, all right

  It just takes some time, little girl
  You're in the middle of the ride
  Everything, everything will be just fine
  Everything, everything will be all right, all right

   

  

   

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