I was in the car with my mom tonight driving to Brooksville when a song came on the radio.

it was one i haven't heard in a long time.

it was The Middle by Jimmy Eat World

as i listened to the lyrics of this song, i felt like it was written for me.

i've been having trouble lately trying to figure out where i belong in this world.

i'm also struggling with caring about peoples opinions of me, and i'm trying to almost hide who i am so that they dont think badly of me.

i've always felt to like i've never been good enough for anyone. wether it be with my family, friends or guys, it always seems like there's someone thats better than me, and that i'm just not good enough for them.

but after listening to this song it made me realize i really dont need to care what people say or care if people judge me before they get to know me becuase thats their problem not mine.

their opinions dont matter because i know i'm a good person, of course i make mistakes like everyone else but

i try my best and thats all i can do.

I just have to be myself and hope they accept me for me, flaws and all.

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own
So don't buy in, live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

i am ready for today to end!

i'm sick of pretty much everything.

as soon as my mom got home today she started yelling at me for everything.

i'm depressed and i dont know why

and i can't get a stupid boy out of my head =[

i'm praying tomorrow will be better.

i hope you all have a good turkey day

quote:

Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.
Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart, from someone who didn't even know they existed